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Now.....all already gone...

IPANG - Bintang Hidupku

Aku selalu bernyanyi
Lagu yang engkau ciptakan
Kau nyanyikan
Dan aku selalu ikuti
Semua cerita tentangmu
Hari-harimu

Kau... Jadi inspirasiku
Semangat hidup
Dikala aku sedih
Dikala aku senang
Disaat sendiri dan kesepian
Kau bintang di hatiku

Apapun yang kau lakukan
Baik dan buruk bagiku
Tetap indah
Tak satupun alasan
Untuk melupakanmu
Meninggalkanmu

Aku selalu
Berdiri mendukungmu
Dikala engkau terbang
Dikala engkau jatuh
Sampai mati
Ku kan tetap setia

Aku selalu
Berdiri di belakangmu
Di kala kau dipuja
Di kala kau dihina
Sampai mati
Ku kan tetap membela

Kau tetap bintangku
Kau superstarku

Please, granted it, God

Waiting...
Patiently...
Praying...
Hoping...
That's all I can do for now..

I Miss You, Nek

"nek" itu yg selalu gue panggil buat dia, jarang bgt loh gue punya temen ada panggilan khususnya..hem, kangen bgt gue sm lo nek..
why should we split up? is there "ex-friend"? :(

:')

I'll do anything for you,
I'll always waiting for you,
Until you say 'I'll be the next'..

keep silence when I read this

sweet bgt ya capture it nya :")

tapi ini cuma bohongan aja :(

pas saat putus....

ini yang paling bikin gue sakit hati....

jahat banget gak sih....? :"(

3 weeks full of lies

ternyata..ga cukup ya sekali aja ketemu sama mr A? krn setelahnya gue ketemu sm mr A yang lain dan yang lebih parah.
awalnya deket cuma gara gara suka bbman terus dia janji mau jemput di sekolah, oke gue terima krn ada alasan mau kasih lukisan, besoknya dia bilang punya gebetan inisial A, dia banyak banget cerita kalo dia msh sayang sama mantannya yang inisialnya A, dan gue ga ngerasa apa apa, pas suatu saat dia ngajak jalan dan gue terima. pas lg jalan gua ga nyangka kenapa dia malah nembak gue disitu, padahal dia bilang kalo msh sayang sm mantannya dan punya gebetan, setelah di usut ternyata itu nama tengah gue hem cukup seneng disitu, akhirnya gue terima, minggu pertama dia msh sweet bgt sama gue, minggu kedua udh banyak berubah dan gue msh gak tau itu kenapa :/ minggu ke tiga gue anggap itu ada masalah sepele tp mungkin dia anggap besar krn keluarganya gak ngerestuin gue sampe gue di suruh ngehide album foto-foto gue, oke gue turutin.. hari kamis dia bener bener berubah total, ga pernah bbm, status bbm nya nama gue di hapus, di twitter nama gue juga udh gak ada, akhirnya sabtu gue putus sama dia ya sekitar jam setengah 12 siang, dengan alasan ga di restuin keluarga, oke gue terima dengan ikhlas, malemnya jam 7 gue ga ngerti itu bajak apa bukan dia bbm gue kalo dia msh sayang sama mantannya, oke gua tau itu, yg ga abis pikir kenapa dia ga nyoba ngilangin itu? buat apa sm gue tp hatinya tetep ke alifa? SUCKS.
yg lbh bikin nyesek pas bbrp hari kemudian mereka balikan.....oke gue cuma bisa doain semoga lo berdua langgeng dan ga putus lagi. :")

#ihatequotes

"You can love two people at the same time but never at the same degree"

pray and wait

I believe God will show the best way for me, for you, and us.
just pray and wait.

patience will give wonderful results.

sadness

how you feel if you have like this?

really sad, I would cry over this all night, for sure :"(

so cute!

I'm addicted with all these dress, I want all!!!!!!!!!! <3<3

In the beginning of May

met someone very funny, 

he can make me happy, laughing and crying, 

he treated me very well, 

what it is a sign of something?  

I hope :')

BRUNO MARS - Grenade

Easy come, easy go,
That’s just how you live, oh,
Take, take, take it all,
But you never give.
Should’ve known you was trouble
From the first kiss,
Had your eyes wide open.
Why were they open?

Gave you all I had and you tossed it in the trash,
You tossed it in the trash, you did.
To give me all your love is all I ever asked, ’cause
What you don’t understand is

I’d catch a grenade for ya
Throw my hand on a blade for ya
I’d jump in front of a train for ya
You know I’d do anything for ya
Oh, oh, I would go through all of this pain,
Take a bullet straight through my brain!
Yes, I would die for ya, baby,
But you won’t do the same.

Black, black, black and blue, beat me ’til I’m numb,
Tell the devil I said “hey” when you get back to where you’re from.
Mad woman, bad woman, that’s just what you are,
Yeah, you’ll smile in my face then rip the brakes out my car

Gave you all I had and you tossed it in the trash,
You tossed it in the trash, yes you did.
To give me all your love is all I ever asked, ’cause
What you don’t understand is

If my body was on fire,
Ooh, you’d watch me burn down in flames.
You said you loved me, you’re a liar, ’cause you never, ever, EVER did, baby!

No, you won’t do the same
You wouldn’t do the same
Ooh, you’d never do the same
Ohh, no no no

I love him so much

Idk why I really really like him, he is so  awesome and cool aaaaaa he make me like a stupid girl hoho

accident in April 2011

after two weeks through difficult days, I think I have to forget it all, after meeting with the person "giving false hope" I have to forget it, you know? very difficult for me, and I think I have to kill him, for a better life~

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